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Gema
18 October 2009 @ 12:29 am
God, I miss LJ.

High school is eating my life. It's midnight on a saturday and i may as well take the time to at least catch you up on who all the new friendsies are.

Quick Overview: So I fucking hate Genius School. It's a nightmare. I'm failing everything, I'm miserable and the only people who don't piss me off on a regular basis are my cross country friends and now that xc is over, I can just kiss them all goodbye until next season.

A Intro To The Group (complete with archtypes)

Alex (The Former Best Friend) So Alex and I used to be really good friends in the beginning of the year since we sit next to each other in French, but then she joined crew (which is a fucking rowing cult, goddamit) and now not only does she not have time after school cause of practice, she's more or less ditching me for all her crew friends. I still love her and I want to remain friends, but crew is....soul sucking. She doesn't have time for anything anymore. It blows.

Kevin (The Hilarious Doucebag) Kevin is a terrible person. He mocks people. He thinks baby shaking is funny. He laughed at a video of a person being speared through the neck. He truly has no conscience. That's why we get along so well. I fucking love him. He's hilarious and scathing and god help me, I am so glad we are friends because I would be terrified to be on the other end of his comments. *shudder* He's also the only other person in the grade who isnt goddamn obsessed with Murphy (who you will hear about in a moment)

Colleen (The Sweetheart) So. Fucking. Nice. I love her sosososososo much. I knew her vaguely through some other people we were both friends with and she lives in my neighborhood, but I had never really met her until school started. She's fantastic. Her dad died last winter and it really messed her up and she's still on the rebound from it and it's so inspiring to see her and realize that you can go to hell and back and still be okay and have everyone think you're gorgeous and nice and perfect. It's possible. She's done it and so can i.

Murphy (The Token Gay) So sometimes I feel like Kevin and I are the only people in the grade who dont worship at his feet (and Colleen and Theresa as well, but they arn't so outright in their hatred/annoyance of him). He's nice, sure, and cute (had a huge crush on him the first couple weeks of school  still kinda do.) and he's really funny and good to be around. But, my god, his *ego*. He's from my neighborhood too, except we didn't know each other at all until school started but I know kids who went to school with him and they say he didn't have a ton of friends at his grammer school. He goes from not having many friends to everyone being goddamn truly madly deeply in love with him and it's certainly gone to his head. He's semi-out in terms of his sexuality (it's one of those things where you kinda know the minute you meet him. he told me himself and most everyone else in the group knows so no big deal or anything) and he's constantly complaining about how oh-woe-is-me-cause-i-wont-get-a-boyfriend-freshman-year and i'm just like SHUT THE FUCK UP. He needs to gtfo. Alot of people wont have relationships freshman year. get the hell over it.

Emma (The Offbeat Artist) She's my favorite. :) She's Murphy's (for lack of a better, less offensive term) fag hag and i feel bad when people call her that because fag is not a nice word but it's completely true. They hang out together, attached at the hip, completely fused all of the time. She's pretty nice and really funny, but something she does stuff in public and I'm just like pleeeeease stop. But I love her anyway. I told her most of the stuff about how i'm a fucking mess a little messed up and she got it, which is really good. I feel like I have someone to talk to.

Alyssa (The Scene Girl) Lyssa. Lyssalyssalyssa. She cuts. We all know. We've seen the scars. And it's scares the shit out of me. We don't know each other super well (mostly through sitting near each other at lunch) but I've dropped hints that I get what she's going through and if she ever needs to talk, I'm there. She's really quiet but very sincere and she's the only person in the whole school who I feel isn't putting on an act for everyone else. It's refreshing.

Kennedy (The Short, Annoying One) GTFO, Kennedy. You're an annoying little bitch and no one wants to be seen in public with you except your crew friends. Kbai.

Mairead (The Just Plain Annoying Yet Sometimes Funny One) We keep her around because Murphy likes her and, as much as I hate to admit it, he runs the group. If he wants her in, she's in. She's constantly texting people asking "do you hate me?" and stuff and it's the worst. She's super clingy and that really bothers me but whatever. I'll get over it.

Delaney (The Guilty One) (Oh hey Spring Awakening song title) She's so cute and naieve and honest. Psh, she's not ready for high school. She's the type that would freak out if we started drinking or whatever. We're the "theatre snobs" and we originally hated each other in the beginning of the year when we were both auditiong for Amaryllis in the fall production of The Music Man. Then I got a call back and she didn't  so she downright hated me for a bit and then I lost the part to a junior and we became friends.

I think that's it. :/ Quite the cast of characters. I think this year is going to be pretty interesting. If I make it all the way through. :/

I missed you guys. :) Make sure to add any little bits of gossip or news in your comments (if you comment) I wanna know what I've missed!




 
 
Gema
24 July 2009 @ 04:41 pm

So, I'm just goggled Charles's girlfriend's name and found her Twitter and now I'm currently creeping on it. She had a sexitiems dream about him yesterday. OH THAT'S LOVELY. THANK YOU FOR SHARING, YOU HO.

And I totally didn't spend an hour last night creeping through his bumper stickers and wall posts on Facebook. No, defeintly didn't. Cause that would be, like, one level down from stalking.

...
...
...
...

Okay it's official.

I HAVE A PROBLEM.
 
 
Current Mood: pissed off
 
 
Gema
17 July 2009 @ 12:26 am
EPIC  
GUESS WHO THIS GIRL IS SEEING ON THE 23rd OF THIS MONTH.

JOHN.
FRAKING.
GREEN.

OMG LY MOOOOOM. She found out about it all by herself and got my brother and I reservations to suprise us. 8D I'M SUPER PUMPED. SEVEN DAAAAAAYS
 
 
Gema
14 July 2009 @ 10:55 pm

001. Twilight. 002. Burn. 003. Silence. 004. Secrets. 005. Blankets.
006. Linger. 007. Clouds. 008. Liar. 009. Remember. 010. Writer's Choice.
011. Hand. 012. Distance. 013. February. 014. Fill. 015. Hold.
016. Fire. 017. Tomorrow. 018. Closer. 019. Heed. 020. Writer's Choice.
021. Underneath. 022. Hide. 023. Flash. 024. Anger. 025. Shame.
026. Adoration. 027. Waves. 028. Apologise. 029. Waiting. 030. Writer's Choice.
031. Watch. 032. Regret. 033. Plain. 034. Shy. 035. Moonlight.
036. Melt. 037. Half. 038. Leave. 039. Neutral. 040. Writer's Choice.
041. Winter. 042. Flowers. 043. Gentle. 044. Speak. 045. Last.
046. Dew. 047. Night. 048. Footsteps. 049. End. 050. Writer's Choice.
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fandom is t3h show. :)
 
 
 
 
Gema
02 June 2009 @ 10:55 pm
Journal is now FRIENDS ONLY.

All entires will be locked except fanfics. And I don't even really post those on here much anymore except from my FF100 entries. But, yeah. But, since I *do* love making friends, feel free to drop a comment on this post saying who you are and where I know you from (fandom? forum? website? RL? [though, noted, if you are from RL, chances are, I won't friend you.]) or what different interests we share and I'll check out your journal to see if I like you. But I'll probably add you regardless, because I like having friends. :)
 
 
Current Music: "Cardigan Weather": Meg & Dia
 
 
Gema
01 June 2009 @ 12:27 am
Sorry for all the spammage of the flists, guys. Three in one night, that's a record for me, I think .:) Well, anyway, here's my LDT for the writing community [info]50letters It's pretty cool. The letters are going to be between, of course, Alec and Isabelle and are going to have a bit of an ongoing plot, but it's mostly just going to be parrallel character studies. Both sets of letters are going to be very strike-out heavy, I must warn you. Anyway, here it is.

001. Birth. 002. Death. 003. Angry. 004. Awake. 005. Ball.
006. Books. 007. Bound. 008. Butterfly. 009. Champagne. 010. Choice.
011. Confused. 012. Curse. 013. Dawn. 014. Dusk. 015. Midnight.
016. Universe. 017. First Kiss. 018. Embarrassed. 019. Exhausted. 020. Fireflies.
021. Flirty. 022. Ghost. 023. Gold. 024. Silver. 025. Intimidated.
026. Happy. 027. Hero. 028. Villain. 029. Lonely. 030. Love Letters.
031. Messenger. 032. Mischievous. 033. Moment. 034. Months. 035. Music.
036. Nature. 037. Nostalgic. 038. Poison. 039. Predatory. 040. Restless.
041. Sphinx. 042. Sunrise. 043. Sunset. 044. Runaway. 045. Shadow.
046. Sleep. 047. Grudge (from Table 14). 048. Thankful. 049. Treasure. 050. Vulnerable.
 
 
Current Mood: creative
Current Music: "Today 4 U": Wilson Jermaine Heredia
 
 
Gema
01 June 2009 @ 12:10 am
Photobucket

It sucks sooo badly, but I loved making it. :) MS Paint is my homedog, yo.

Alec-Nicholas Hoult
Isabelle-Kaya Scodelario
caption- Panic! At The Disco, "Lying Is The Most Fun A Girl Can Have Without Taking Her Clothes Off"
 
 
Gema
31 May 2009 @ 01:53 pm
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kJdIpHl9q_I&eurl=http%3A%2F%2Fde%2Etruveo%2Ecom%2Fbest%2Di%2Dever%2Dhad%2Dmortal%2Dinstruments%2Dalecisabelle%2Fid%2F833242103&feature=player_embedded

SRSLYSRSLYSRSLYWATCHIT. IT'SBRILLIANT!

It's by MeadowsProductions on Youtube and it's the BOMB. I've watched a billion times over, no joke. And they have Leighton as Isabelle! :D
 
 
Gema
21 May 2009 @ 09:56 pm

[info]shipcest
WHERE WE LIVE FOR MORALLY GREY


HEYYYY OMG IT'S SIMON AND RIVER OMGOMGOMGOMG. CRAZY SPACE INCEST FTW!

Sooo, yeah, it's shipcest. I orginally found them through [info]stonemcest (TonyxEffy;Skins) and they're a bunch load of fun. I know Nikki and Tura and Loki (I think :/ ) all ship AxI, which is on the master list of pairings (suggested by yours truely. :) ) Sooo, y'know, check it out. It's loads of fun, all very good writers there.
 
 
Gema
19 April 2009 @ 12:59 pm

Here's t3h book list so far. Reviews and recommendations to come. Also, more books with definitely be added.

4/24 reviewed.

 

Under The Cut Cause I Don't Wanna Screw With The F-Lists. )

 

Thoughts )
 
 
Current Mood: creative
Current Music: "Diamond Dogs": Moulin Rouge
 
 
Gema
03 February 2009 @ 04:51 pm

Title: Bonne Fille (Good Girl)
Fandom: The Mortal Instruments
Characters:Isabelle, Clary, Valentine, dream sequence!Alec

Prompt:#003: End
Word Count:1,470
Rating:K+
Summary:
It’s a dream, a vision, some weird sort of hallucination. She’s facing her dead brother in a downpour of rain

Author's Notes: So, yeah…

 

Fic under the cut )

 

 

 

 

 
 
Current Mood: chipper
Current Music: "Love, Save The Empty": Erin McCarley
 
 
Gema
24 December 2008 @ 05:37 pm

Title: Christmas
Fandom: The Mortal Instruments
Characters:Isabelle, Clary, Jace, Alec, Magnus, Max, mentiones of Luke, Jocelyn, Maryse and Robert
Prompt:#92: Christmas
Word Count:1,219
Rating:K+
Summary:And although it’s been said, many times, many ways, merry Christmas to you.
Author's Notes: well, not much to say about this one. There’s no symbolism or inner meaning to it. It’s just Clary and the gang home for Christmas. It’s set at the Christmas the year the CoB and CoA take place, so I’m assuming that all the nasty business with Valentine is tied up, but I picture that Jocelyn was still pretty under the weather from being comatose and all. Happy Holidays, everyone!
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And although it's been said, many times, many ways, merry christmas to you. )
 
 
Current Mood: excited
Current Music: Christmas carols!
 
 
Gema
14 December 2008 @ 09:02 pm
Title: She
Fandom: The Mortal Instruments
Characters:Isabelle, Clary, Jace, Maryse, Jocelyn, Robert, mentions of Valentine
Prompt:#85: She
Word Count:1,029
Rating:K+
Summary: This is the story of a family on the morning of a war
Author's Notes: So, this is my first fic for the FanFic100 and I'm majorly excited. One down, 99 to go! As far as pairings go in this story, it's mostly implied. IsabellexClary friendship, AlecxIsabelle friendship and some implied ClaryxJace. Feeback is love.


The story of a family on the morning of a war )
 
 
Current Mood: geeky
 
 
Gema
13 December 2008 @ 09:36 pm
Hells yes! My claim finally got approved! 100 hundred fics of Mortal Instruments, here I come! *is overtly excited* Now if i could only get this goddamn HTML to stop PMS and everything would be perfect.....

001.Beginnings.002.Middles.003.Ends.004.Insides.005.Outsides.
006.Hours.007.Days.008.Weeks.009.Months.010.Years.
011.Red.012.Orange.013.Yellow.014.Green.015.Blue.
016.Purple.017.Brown.018.Black.019.White.020.Colourless.
021.Friends.022.Enemies.023.Lovers.024.Family.025.Strangers.
026.Teammates.027.Parents.028.Children.029.Birth.030.Death.
031.Sunrise.032.Sunset.033.Too Much.034.Not Enough.035.Sixth Sense.
036.Smell.037.Sound.038.Touch.039.Taste.040.Sight.
041.Shapes.042.Triangle.043.Square.044.Circle.045.Moon.
046.Star.047.Heart.048.Diamond.049.Club.050.Spade.
051.Water.052.Fire.053.Earth.054.Air.055.Spirit.
056.Breakfast.057.Lunch.058.Dinner.059.Food.060.Drink.
061.Winter.062.Spring.063.Summer.064.Fall.065.Passing.
066.Rain.067.Snow.068.Lightening.069.Thunder.070.Storm.
071.Broken.072.Fixed.073.Light.074.Dark.075.Shade.
076.Who?077.What?078.Where?079.When?080.Why?
081.How?082.If.083.And.084.He.085.She.
086.Choices.087.Life.088.School.089.Work.090.Home.
091.Birthday.092.Christmas.093.Thanksgiving.094.Independence.095.New Year.
096.Writer‘s Choice.097.Writer‘s Choice.098.Writer‘s Choice.099.Writer‘s Choice.100.Writer‘s Choice.
 
 
Current Mood: happy
 
 
Gema
16 November 2008 @ 08:18 am
I also decided to sign up for 7DS's sister challenge, the Seven Heavenly Virtues. Pairing is, as always, Alec/Izzy. Here's the little damn table-

1. Humility. 2. Kindness. 3. Abstinence.
4. Chastity. 5. Patience. 6. Liberality.
7. Diligence.
 
 
Current Mood: crappy
Current Music: "Village Of The Doomed" from American McGee's Alice.
 
 
Gema
11 November 2008 @ 03:31 pm
My little damn table for the LJ writing challenge "The Seven Deadly Sins." My pairing is Alec/Isabelle for the fandom "The Mortal Instruments."

1.Greed.2.Gluttony.3.Wrath.
4.Sloth.5.Envy.6.Lust.
  7.Pride.  
 
 
Gema
07 November 2008 @ 11:58 pm

Title: Maybe
Author: Gema
Fandom: The Mortal Instruments
Pairing: Alec/Isabelle
Rating: PG-13
Genre- Het/Angst
Warnings: Lightwood!cest, a few curses, a slight implication of sex but you can ignore it if you want...
Summary: They have no choice. None at all. So they just.....breathe.
Notes: As weird as this sounds, this pairing is actaully completely rational once you re-read the books with it in mind. I first got the idea when I was re-reading COA and, in the Seelie Court, Isabelle pretty much admits that she would have no problems kissing Alec, which sent the pairing wheels turning....Also, first fic I've posted on LJ, so If I act n00bish, it's because I am.

They’ve always been close.

That’s why it happened, he supposes. They got closer and closer ‘till (snap), too close. Much too close.

She thinks he kinda sorta hates her for it and she kinda sorta hates him for it too except he has a legitimate reason and all she has is “By the angel, Alec, I’m fucking sorry, alright!’ But he won’t believe her because he knows she’s lying. He knows her the same way he loves her.

Inside and out.

---

Maybe they should have seen this coming, maybe they should have known.

He kinda hopes that it’s just a protective reflex, that it doesn’t mean anything, that it’s just him being an older brother.

The one and only time Maryse ever tried to normal-ify them was when he was thirteen and she was twelve and she enrolled them in a mundane school. They lasted four days until the school phoned their mother saying that a problem had “occurred” and it would be best if she came and picked them up right that very second.

They had sat there, side by side on the disgusting old couch in the nurse’s office, not facing each other, blood crusting on his upper lip and a purple bruise forming on the right side of her face. Isabelle spoke first.

“She called you a faggot.”

“He called you a whore.”

A pause.

“I knocked two of her teeth out.”

“I’m pretty sure I broke his nose.”

They smile at each other. It’s understood.

---

She’s twelve and he’s fourteen when everything changes. They change seven days shy of her thirteenth birthday and, suddenly, she doesn’t want to be with him anymore.

Avoiding him like the plague, she ducks into empty hallways and avoids his gaze, her dark eyes constantly downcast.

He catches her eventually, just like she knew he would. His fingers dug into her wrist as she twisted and wriggled to get away.

‘What’s wrong with you, Izzy?”

“Everything.”

She breaks free and runs. Knowing that those placid blue eyes were watching her only makes her want to run faster.

---

It’s always been the same, ever since they were kids.

Isabelle sparkles. She doesn’t need makeup or adoring best friends or lights. She sparkles all on her own. But they’re dangerous, these sparkles. They blind her. Sometimes people call the sparkles “ambition” and Isabelle calls those people ‘jealous” because she doesn’t how else to respond. She’s dangerous because she never hides anything. When she hates you, you know that she hates you. When she’s out to get you, you know she’s out to get you. Isabelle’s the kinda girl who shows all her teeth. All of them.

Alec smiles. Sweet and shy and shirking, Alec smiles. It takes a lot to make him smile but when he does, he’s beautiful. A lot of people think that because Alec smiles, he’s kind. But, in a sense, he’s even more dangerous than Isabelle. If she’s a shark, than he’s a hyena. Behind that smile is a pair of razor sharp teeth, except he doesn’t let you know they’re there until the second he curls back his lips to bite you.

---

They become closer the summer after Isabelle turns fourteen. By then, she’s corrupted with sparkles.

She’s a smart one, that Isabelle. She analyzes everything, scrutinizes everything. The world is her chess board and everyone she knows are simply pawns.

He’s smart too, Alec. He’s smart, but not the way Isabelle is smart. He’s smart in his right-brain; he sees things in quilt patterns and splatter paintings and boxes.

They know what they’ll need to succeed in life by now. They know perfectly well.

Isabelle needs someone to smile and Alec needs someone to sparkle.

---

That’s why they work well together. Because their personalities mix, they fit, they’re right.

That’s why Isabelle hates Jace.

She’ll never understand why Alec pines after him that way. Truthfully, it’s embarrassing. Why would he even want Jace anyway? She and Alec fit so much better together. Her poor brother is like a puzzle piece trying to smash itself into a spot where it didn’t quite fit, but liked a little better.

In the world according to Isabelle, unrequited love burns in hell.

---

He hates it when men look at her like that.

She thinks he doesn’t see it, but he does. Oh, he does. He sees the way they leer, the way they mentally peel off her dresses with their grimy, beady eyes.

Often times, it takes all of his self-restraint not to punch one of those bastards a good one in the nose and sees how pretty Isabelle looks then with a protective older brother standing next to her.

But, if he did that, Isabelle would cry and, by the Angel, does he hate to see her cry.

And she’s so, so pretty and he only wants to keep her like that. Only wants to keep her pretty and unshattered and beautiful and whole.

 He only wants to keep her happy.

---

That hug didn’t mean anything.

Not one damned thing.

It started with a joke, started with Isabelle deciding to be mean to him.

He was fixing the piano because the C-sharp was stuck and Jace, with his extensive knowledge of the universe and everything in it, couldn’t figure out how to fix it. So Alec was stuck with the job. Surprise, surprise.

She didn’t think that his head was so far bent in, or that his face was so close to the hammers, so she pressed a key.

The piano hammer got him right in the temple. He swore, jerking his head up and, thinking it was Jace, struck out with an open hand. She cried out as his palm caught her right across the cheek, stumbling backwards, tears of shock welling in her eyes.

“By the angel, Isabelle!” he muttered before drawing her up in a hug. ‘I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry.” He whispered, hoping that she wouldn’t be angry. Because all he wants is to keep her happy.

And it was a natural reaction and it means nothing in relation to how he felt about his sister. Nothing.

Because hanged men get hard-ons, for heaven’s sake.

Okay, maybe not the best comparison.

---

Parties are only interesting when Alec comes with her.

They’re boring without him because there’s nothing for her to do there but sparkle and with no one to smile the after-effects of the sparkle off of people, no one wants to talk to her.

But when she convinces Alec to come along, they’re terrific.

They sit together and gossip and point out the people in the room who might be having problems with their abilities and who might be pregnant and “’Did you hear that they’re together?’ ‘I know I never would have thought.’”

The best part is when they notice people staring at them, because they’re close, very close, but not too close. Not yet.

“That girl two seats behind you is staring.”

“She is?”

“Yeah.”

“Should I look?”

“No. She’s nothing special. Her tan is obviously spray-on and her jewelry is tacky and you can see the roots of her hair from over here and they’re a different color than the rest of her hair.”

“There’s a vampire in the left corner to our right who’s had his eyes trained on you all night.”

“Ugh. What does he look like?”

“Not good. Greasy hair, terrible teeth. He’s drunk.”

Neither of them have ever deemed any of the other’s potential suitors up-to-snuff.

---

It’s cold out, the snow drifting down from the sky as soft as feathers.

They’re on the balcony, their legs dangling between the bars and hanging down off the ledge. It’s just them, no Jace, who’s stuck inside with a nasty chest cold.

Isabelle thinks that the whole scenario is awful romantic and, damn did someone put something in her drink at the party because she turns to Alec and says the unthinkable.

“Alec, can kiss you?”

“Absolutely not.”

She leans in and does it anyway.

To her surprise, he kisses back.

---

They wake up the next day to find that nothing has changed.

Their parents are still distant and Jace is still frigid and Clary is still annoying and that mundane is still hell bent on winning Clary’s heart.

And Isabelle is still sparkling and Alec is still smiling and, to be honest, that’s the only constant they’ll ever need.


 
 
Current Mood: cranky
Current Music: Paper Planes by M.I.A
 
 
 
 

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